ECNALUBMA

Subject:	if it was ever said to be said to be out of my hands-continue with open palms
Time:	3:44 pm.

a broken peice of today from the start-self sustained, memories of the crib on the tree top-todays the day we'll let it all fall apart-nearly a reality stopped at the branch-innocent bistandards ready to drop-some kind of fluid motion was said to describe dancing the dance -'neglected facial carvings, are we still made of clay'-overlooked convulsing sobs-with eyes painted red, how could i have missed one's love robbed-conventional means of drowning-intentional scenes of frowning-a masquerade for all-maybe we're all better off-a bit harder to view through the eyes tainted with so many colours-askew-tiny bits and peices lined up to match one another-scatter brained thoughts-searching to say something clever-a stay at the hotel im fond of-something better couldnt come this way-flying head first into the last scene of this play-the start of a puzzle-the ending of today

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Subject:	fuct to need-
Time:	7:06 pm.

you to dream-dream to collapse-collapsing for attention-attention for love-love for information-information to exist-existence to miss-missed the best-best for last-last to leave-leaving an intention-intentions to burn-burning for pleasure-pleasured to exaggerate-exaggerating the firm-firm to withstand-withstanding just it-it maybe her-her to sleep-sleeping to numb-numbing the deal-dealing for some-something to heal-healing the heart-hearts for sale-selling the love-loving the drink-drunk for silence-silence does nothing-nothing says everything-everything falls close-closed the mind-minds need lust-lusts for memories-memories for escaping-escaped to survive-surviving the 'us'-'us' for reference-referenced to manifest-manifesting the lesser-less to remember-remembering is existing-existence feeds forever-forever has to end somewhere

-fuck fuck fuck-
--fuck fuck-
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Subject:	i dont like to be touched
Time:	3:39 pm.

our robotic arms can last only so long, rusted embraces, all of us falling apart at the seams-what had seemed like an inseparable forever, what was like a hinderance to progression, two wrongs running parallel to one another-reaching for the rung to claim the place in our species existance-for just a short period of time i thought id lost you-consensual amputation from the start to the finish line, it doesnt matter if it was seen-it was felt without the help of a sign, almost like a omnipresent force-pushing and pulling us all along-"Surprise! Youre on Candid Camera" actors and scenes all set up for the entertainment of others-recollect your emotions from the television-from the time of seperation to the last fleeting moment of deconstructed acknowledgement-your entire world collapses, and the only wrong you had to hang onto is gone-i needed to know one thing, the need to flow through one of the missing corroded counterparts-what i would do to feel any kind of imperfection other than mine own-a constant longing-for the one thats falling-apart at the seams-sedated maybe we can hold it together-if not, just as well that we break-peices of two-each one catagorized either 'the one that used to be part of me' 'the one that used to be part of you' both eventually corrected as being 'the confused species of who is who'

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Subject:	i lost them by mistake
Time:	6:46 pm.

harmless shell of a person, id ask to crawl back into you but i wouldnt know where to sit-lost even in myself-satisfaction perhaps dwelling on the last transaction-hands wavering, favoring my side-of the line i draw to perform the perfect surgical slit-long lost departed, are you really lost-or only lost at finding where it all started-standing in the waiting line in front of the gates of heaven-sent you a millennia behind me-fortunately i was the only one they carded-a paradise without its core-a hollow salvation for someone whose been dreading it-is the only thing keeping me away daydreamed moments of truly connected-misshapened identities-people with half a million puzzle peices-just a little frayed at the ends-always a few inches from heaven's creases-my currency for love has just been spent

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Subject:	the short
Time:	9:28 pm.

crack a smile-we can dance on our dreams later-just for a short while-will you grace me with your breathing-draining me of attention like its out of style-(only conceiving the deceiving)-putting existence on trial-will you continue seeing whats good enough for company amongst defeated clones-partial to you-craving honest crashes-a shock to the senses-burned to ashes-individuals active-setting sights on the sedative-flights set on high-defenses-white picket fences-'due to the wings with no fly-our departure will be delayed to the soul, no diving today'-adhesive with no bounds- grounds for destruction-life with more than two eyes-harder to handle-impossible to function-failure inevitable-still not enough for me to run from the incredible-you

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Subject:	down on luck
Time:	2:11 pm.

just act on it til its official-a special one for me steal your heart-a total warmth for a crook-hold it till its a superstition-drop it off the edge of the earth, as if it took your life and tore it apart-falling off of the tracks-you in your last thoughts ly with you-will they consist of everything else or the one thing you casted aside-the one thing you 'got passed' to inflate your pride-save the bride-in your increasingly overwhelming moments-you seek solace in this, idea-the damsel in distress and swelling tension of ones capability to touch-requiring more focus now,(obsessed)her image-fading gradually-you strain to see her face, the smell of her hair always put reality and fiction to the test, irretrievable-the real thing, just a cheap silent movie to keep all of us intact-self destructive in a fact-maybe living in this lie momentarily can replace a memory of where i dropped it all at-ACT:II 'okay now, i want you to scream loud enough to where i hear the heart crack'

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Subject:	god's guilty for the rain
Time:	6:30 pm.

i cant help but know this is the best time i've ever had-as repetitive as it seems-is the rythm of my bloodflow-and i seem to have not gotten tired of it yet-tying the two together as if they are one in the same-a wanted love-the one people stop and stare at-making them rethink what they've thought of life, and their actions leading up to that point-the one person they'd always beleive would've changed it for the better-never knowing what better was-still neglecting the high dive-'i could never bare seeing myself live the life of the nine to five, a nice cozy spot in the deconstructed hive'-an impact destroyed-ignorance to self-a glance from the voted 'World's Most Perfect Couple' 12 years in a row- translucent acupuncture for the heartlessly devoted, candy coated negative automatic responses roll off the tongues from the runners up, on a cloud of temptation their hearts floated-dragging the parasites behind them as if fleeing the scene of a crime-a crime: ceasing their hearts control in their prime-hidden in the side coat pocket-still folded

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Subject:	heels over head-flying face first
Time:	12:46 pm.

i have a tendency to add complexity to an already beautiful thing, the jump.the fall.the stop-peering over the edge with a tinge of fear-my body's last line of defense in the preservation of its present person, but the will-for an idea to exist forever still overcomes one's limbs-the foot slips before the blood could get to the head-one last grip-futile-split second views of clouds-appearing as ships falling further away-vertical rotation-in between moments of expressionless retrospect, and divine forsight-reality begins to sink in-a mind void of all that is not in front of it-a show-stopping yell-in one last motion to cease the oncomming barrage of emotions, the focus of the present situation moves to a memory potent enough in endorphins-to numb the pilot thats reached its destination.

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Subject:	not too perfect for the world, just for me
Time:	6:09 pm.

cutting the losses till we're through it, and now at a hundred times-im losing you a bit-everyday-heading for cover, head over heels for another lover to say 'it doesnt matter'-words to live by-a head that needs healing for a lifetime to suffer-a memory held captive-in a blood splatter holding on by the fingertip of another lover-her mind a clutter-too distant for good lighting-a radiance gained from her mother-stolen to brighten the dwellings of a species of consumers-whose remnants infected the hearts flutter-since your last intermission your tones grown softer-bruised and thrown away-so what if they really hate you today-im falling faster into the missing ending of happily ever after-yes it's for you-our entertainment a little frayed at the end-temporarily sufficient-'it doesnt matter'

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Subject:	neglected facial carvings: are we still made of clay
Time:	12:07 pm.

lost enough to be accepted-new plastic to be converted-autobiographical porno for the aimlessly devoted-pointing acrobats-gracefully vertical-to their trend-drowning under an ocean of you-is it worth it all-dulled senses-sensing their end-is this the sin we saught after-or is it in the empty bed you keep from him-painting her only flaws-body-canvas-your angel face could use a fall-skin taken for granted-the fumes too unbearable for us-zues called for a-stand in-if our feet were planted maybe we wouldnt have stranded so far-the eternal inner plea for soul sonar-denied for an imaginary divinity-or so its branded-you decide-named or scarred-a character damaged-it struck the star-throwing us out of orbit-hopes and dreams transferred to the oncoming car that destroyed it

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Subject:	sustenance
Time:	7:14 pm.

so this is what comes out of our expectations, the last adoring children of your kind, flung over the yellow brick road to sneek patients in, erotical puppetry-deliverence from you momentarily-i went blind-they danced around me as if her life depended on it(at least to me)-anchored to the floor-it was the gravity that struck her fancy-a cancer, clearer to the eye-a broken tinsel-a decoration or answer-supplied and demanded, an over the counter love pretender-the cure for an over the counter disease sale has ended-a disposable counterpart-makes an attempt to be available at every corner-of her heart-a sadist helping hand extended > the successor-torn apart-returned to her poor excuse for home-in unison the ocean of bodies pivot to the emitting vibration you hone-theiving occupants of the throan, sickened to the sounds of my work-bow to the drone-a factoring in -of the present anomalies disregarding how far they've come-a statistic admiring how much they've grown-a desperate need for drugs and alcohol, one of the many perks that i can recall at which to do i am prone.

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Subject:	rain falling off the edge of the earth
Time:	6:19 pm.

six fingered marksmen, and picnic baskets packed full explosive smiles-polaris calling out to me from the never ending eternal razor blade paved road-miles-cluttered fatalities decorating army green jackets-guilty-purging children's gifted bile's-standing alone on trial-back-tracking it-soul searching at most, only because they were brought up to be lacking it-the ability to cry at will-only enough to boast-he taught us to at least take a crack at shitt-to steal and to kill-on our enemies carcasses we stand to toast-"we fought to taste and erase the past, present, and future-my name will sit on a plaque-the death of millions for a truth to her and an imaginary will to surpass-we toast to a city built on the ruins of my love's home-stuck in the past"

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Subject:	security blankets on sale 1/2 off
Time:	5:05 pm.

this and that was the last thing ive said of you, crowding around the pilar of instability-hoping one day the underdog's strength would one day exceed your own-waiting for the paraplegics to walk you through the manifested life worth living-walked out on from the beginning-flanking the enemy-finally succeeding with the finding of a home, surrounding the possible outcomes, this heart weighs too much to pick you up too love-leaving me here to make the choices about 'us'-misinformed clones burning the bridges you'd so effortlessly built up-to lose-reforestation-beams of light peircing every molecule-the sacraficial innocent ceremony ensues-never once a doubt from the crowd about-my lack of luck-the blunders we pointed fingers at seemed to have stuck with us-hardly helping one in need of a mirror inscripted with "the fool tool"-the eyes behind our heads still see you leaving trust-the superhero among many, and a savior among few-a human sheild of ashes for us to sift through

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Subject:	revolution of the two competing hopeless
Time:	3:06 pm.

you've come to find a red solution, coagulating on a star's raped life-deprived of a confusion-a dim light beside himself sucked down the drain amidst a sea of faces-harboring his instability behind the four enemy lines between each five-fisted-finger trigger happy twisted spine-the ally paces-simultaneous emotions running parallel in opposite directions-another version of deception-the blind leading the blind away from eachother-a mirrored image far away enough to be viewed as-hold your fire-my spectre-it stopped the bleeding-and you just short of being smoldered-ive been told im hard of hearing-the chants of wounded pounding this world through the crease of a soldier clothes-the sight of you getting older-no time left to suffer-another sucker sold-to the audience of obsidian 'cutters'

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Subject:	green light, red light, yellow-extended
Time:	6:37 pm.

brittle bones conceiled in moving hands that guide blade entering your enveloping thought of a revolving cloud an inch away from your heart's last crack-a micrometer apart every passing emotion scarring the air as it passes through-seemingly awaiting the perfect moment these pours of yours open wide and let me in-each neural receptor lighting up like a fire cracker-one overwhelming recollection exploding in your body in a time faster than one could comprehend-striving for the rest of your life-as if you knew how long it would last anyhow-the morphine drip continues to spoil this experience, the shock of it all-indestructable ectoplasm-this holding cell will live on to bleed-an attack of the will, a will for one to survive-and a will to sacrafice for the better of one species-your life meaning more than mine-our existance meaning nothing at all-nocturnal creatures screaming for the sight of day to conquer the prey squandered by other animals claiming freedom for allies and wisdom to those who are led astray-this universe of lifeforms throwing stones, sinners-sinning-targets grinning-clouds around your beaten heart-spinning

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Subject:	the universal adhesive depleted of solace
Time:	11:46 am.

a mile wide home for a disfigured heart, and a mind to match-pictures of you engraved on the wallside-scars self inflicted-it started as a tribute and ended a scratch-this framed work of you i depicted-in the last trial, this ten fold-beckoned and i turned back-taking a bite out of you and i become sickened-viewing the eyes of the world through the windows of a wood crack-seemingly irresistable this allusion of grandure-too many dreams to keep side-tracked on this path of yours-a happy ending for a useless extra, a sign posted in front of my greatest work-"never"

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Subject:	True Stories Told Vol. III: Pretty Woman
Time:	4:13 pm.

dissappointments leading up to this, lost in your fragrance-sharing this disease-ripping the animal from her mother's arms-she has the cure if she bleeds-the eyes water-screaming fountains-a possesive heart blinds the protective hand that feeds-compulsive arms flailing attempting to retrieve the childs fait of impaling-this atheist praying to the sun simply 'please'-choking on her tears another cry for help emerges-this one with ease 'an offer of a lifetime'-'you'll be dissappointed with her love, nothing lasts eternally'-a 'come hither' smile grows on each patient moment that passes-a selfless love put on show for all of the masses-devoted hopelessly-high heel struts-inevitable crashes-and a mouth covered in soot

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Subject:	the scarecrow, the tinman, the lion and the blind gambler
Time:	4:03 pm.

off in the distance i can see a shadowy figure marked "her' in neon letters-a beacon for a blind man listening to his own heart beat-expecting it to be yours-wrapped in silver paper-and a shiney red bow-he pushes his legs farther aimlessly towards the sound of the last call for alcohol show-me the reason for self sacrifice-show me the meaning of it-your lasting impression wont suffice-and the excuse of how "i love you so..."-frozen in ice-your face sculpted at its peak of serenity-a rough touch-finger grazing the statue of you as if its eternally-'nice'-the pull away from his kinetic connection-lasting only a few minutes-he lives off of it-leading to his eventual dissection-laying there-remaining peices of a man stored in the memories of a Las Vegas sign reading "Lace and Leather"-if he only wasnt blind-it wouldve been easier for him to forget 'her'

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